Rindu mama.. (dwibhase)

papa miss mama.. 
mama... papa miss mama so muchh.. 
papa hope mama pon miss papa like mana papa miss mama..
miss sangat2 tawu x...
papa hope mama take care urself kat sana yahh... 
papa hope mama never brubah hati.. 
everyday papa will doakan keselamatan mama..
papa will doakan jugak relationship kita ni..
papa really2 hope hubungan kita ni akan kekal forever..
coz papa loving mama so much... really2 cintakan mama..
papa x pernah cintakan someone mcm ni...


smenjak mama pergi far away.. papa feel mcm lonelyness...
papa really perlukan mama in papa life...
if can, papa mau mama always ada at samping papa evrytime..
mama... papa want mama know.. papa cant life without mama dearrr...
papa proud sangat2 when mama accept papa in mama life..
dont know mcm where mau explain kat mama..
feeling papa pada mama each day smakin kuat...
cinta papa for mama will not gone..
papa mau mama know... papa really LOVING mama!!!


papa hope,, mama will jaga relationship kiter like papa jaga relationship kiter ni..
papa really2 hargai kehadiran mama in papa life..
kehadiran mama means sangat2 pada papa..
papa sayangkan mama so much! with all my heart..
papa miss mama so muchhh.. papa miss snyuman mama..
papa miss voice mama.. miss ktawa mama..
baru tady we bergayut.. papa feel gembira so much mama!
coz dpt hear mama laughing..
papa paling miss saat kiter brgayut like before..


tapyy... papa dont care if mama stdy jaoh2...
tapy papa want mama jaga relationship kiter...
asalkan mama still setia with papa..
papa sayangkan mama SANGAT2!!!
hmm... papa mau mama know...
papa jeles sangat2 when ade yg try mau tackle mama..
papa feels mcm mau kill jerk owg tuhh..
evening tady papa dok on9 fb Taddy bear pink sister mama tuhh..
when papa on jerkk,, tiba2 have someone brnama apentah,, Qayyim??
he dok chat mama.. dier ask, "mimi or ina?"
papa can tahan lagy.. papa wat dontknow jerkk..
then, dier send chat too lot.. hingga papa cannot sabar lagy..
papa reply he chats. "neyh ina, awat?"
he reply.. "ohhh... jenoh ayim dok cari number ina.."
mama tawu x whats papa feels time tuh??
papa feels brokenheart sangat2...
dier dah know mama neyh da brpunya, why dier disturb mama again??
papa dont understand larhh...
papa feels sakit hati sangat2..
xpa,, papa pendam far away in papa heart..
papa reply chat dier..
"mau wat pa ngn num. ina?"
then,, dier with selambernyer answered.
"mau msej ngn ina laa.. knapa? x bleh ke?"
..........so sad......... i feel so sad.........
papa hold jer feeling papa ni..
papa reply..
"err.. ena kan da ada bf, nty klaw dia taw mzty dia kecik aty"
then he jawab..
"alaa.. mau mesej,, bkn mau couple ponn.."
hmm.. mmg la not couple.. tpy when lame2 ble heart mama da change ble msej dier???
hmmm... terkilan so much mama... :'(
feel mcm want to cry jerkk mama... hmm :'(
then papa jawab..
"eyh! bkn ke ayim dah ada gf? x ckup ka?? nie la laki.. x pernah setia"
then dier answered..
"humm.. xpa laa.. maaf.."
mana papa knows dier have a gf??
papa stalk fb dier before that...
then, papa go kat profile fb dier, papa block dier mama.,
papa hate dier DAMN MUCH! bcoz guys like he juz make us look bad! 
then papa takoot will ada yg chat mama againn..
papa out.. papa go to fb papa pulak...
papa wrote status.. 
"i swear! i F**K u bro!!! coz guys like u juz make us look bad! kaw da ade awek, kaw lagy mau kacaw awek ak! x reti setia ke??! F**K U!!"
then.. bila papa settle wrote status tuhh,, ade 3 person like..
hmm.. then papa terus x wait lame2.. papa off9 teruz...


forgive papa coz block dier dlm fb mama...
sb papa bencikan laki like dier!!! dier punca all the prempuan tduh laki x setia..!
maafkan papa yah mama...
mama do this untuk kepentingan relationship kita... papa x mau have yg will rampas mama from papa.. maafkan papa...
papa CINTAKAN mama!!!

tentang semalam...

hmmmmmm...
cerita tentang semalam.. knape cyg asyek nak marahkan syg... ? 
maafkan jerlah syg... jgn larh marah2 lagy yunkk... syg sdeyh taw x...
bknnyer syg mau abaikan cyunk cmalam.. xpernah pon syg mau abaikan cyunk... 
cyg tolong larh paham ckit.... ckit pon xper larh yunkk..


syg teringin nak hidup 1 hari tanpe sedeyhh.. tapy xpernah dapat ponn... mmg la syg bahgia ngn cyg.. tpy cyg tolong larh paham ckit.. jgn la asyek marah syg...
cyg tuh seolah2 x hargai diri syg dlm hidup cyg.. cyg slalu ikot prasaan sendiri..


jgn larh buat mcm tuhh.. syg harap 1 ary nty cyg akn brubah... DEMI SYG..
hmm... cyg... syg mintak maaf kat cyg taw sb slalu buat cyg mnangis stiap kali kter gaduhh... maafkn syg taw yunkkk... bknnyer syg benci cyg... tapi syg syangkn cyunk...
harap cyg paham..


TAPY...
smlm syg btul2 terasa taw x... ble syg da mau ltak phone tuh, syg ucapkan "i love you so much" n "syg ucapkan syg cintakan cyg sepenuh aty syg",,, dgn penuh hrapan yg cyg akn balas balik ucapan syg ni... tapyyyyyyy.. . . . . . .. . .
cyg cume balas.. "hmm"..
terima kasih cyunkk.. :'(

tentang aku dan kamoo..

                     i love you dearrr...


heheks! x sangke syg!! betul2 x sangke tawu takk.. heheks!
x sangke akhirnyer cyunk mnyanyikn tuk syg smalam.. hahaks! 
heppy giler2 taw x smalam yunkk... SYG SAYANG CYUNK CGT2!!! MUAHHXXX!!
heheks! ^^
mekaceyh taw dearrr.... sayangkn cyg cgt2..! 
xpernah ade owg yg nyanyikn tuk syg tawu x... heheks! 
dah larh suare comey giler! kn bagus kalaw stiap ary dpt dgar cyg nyanyi tuk syg.. hahaks! bahgiernyer idup neyhh... hikhikhik! ^^"


walaupon sebelom tuh cyg kne mrh ngn syg dlu,,, kne mrh trok2 lak tuhh.. hahask! kcian nyer ble syg pk blekkk.. tpy terpakse marah cyg jgak taw x.. sb mau btulkn kdaan mcm bese blekkk.... ciyannyer cyg.... LAEN KALI JANGAN MENANGIS LAGYY!!!
syg btoi2 lemah ble cyg gne kuase cyg tuhhh... lembut troz aty neyh tawu x.... heheks!
MUAHHHX!!!
cyunk tuh jgn larr marah2kn syg lagy... sdeyh cgt2 taw x ble stiap hari cyg mrhkn syg.. rse mcm cyg dah x sayangkn syg lagy tawu x... sdeyh aty neyh,... cyg slalu tduh syg neyh tipoo cyg... tpy klaw cyg nak tawu... syg skali pon x pnah tipoo cyg taw x... x tergamak pon aty syg mau tipoo cyg tuhh... cyg pecaya larh kat syg neyhh.... jgn la curiga ngn syg..


kalaw cyg nak tawuu... syg bangga sangat2 sebab dapat kenal ngan cyg... syg rase mcm mmpi jerk tawu x... happy cgt2... walaupon diMARAH setiap hary.. heheks! tapi tetap bahgia.. time syg tgah tulis neyh syg asyek sengeh cowg2 jerk tawu x.. heheks! drpd cmlm lagy syg jady gila mcm neyhh.. cyunk larh neyh punca syg jady gila mcm neyhh.... cyunk jahat!!! hahah! jahat+kedekut! hahaks! seronoknyer dapat kutuk cyunk kat cnie... sb x dapat dengar cyg menjawab blekk... cyunk tuh da larh kwat menjawabbb... GERAM ngn cyunkkk!! muahhhhxxxx!
heheks! eyhhh! tapy knape cmlm cyunk ggeh erkk? heheks! pelik bin benar larh cmalam... x pnah2 cyunk jady mcm neyh tawu x... tapy xper... sb syg suke cgt2 ble cyg gegehh... heheks! adoyyyy.... ^^


                                perkara yg syg x suke..


1 perkara yang syg x suke dengan cyunk,, klaw time gaduh tuh cyunk tuh xpnah nak mngalahh.. geram gila tawu x!! walaupon da mmg jelas tuh mmg salah cyunkk... tpy cyunk tuh tetap keras kepala...! rebus kepala tuh kang bru taw! bia lembut ckit baru tawuu.. heheks! n lagy 1, ble kiter gaduh tuh cyunk ske sgt sbut psal maty2 neyhhh... jgn larh ckp mcm tuhhh... syg x ske larh yunkkk.. cyunk tuh ske cgt ikot prasaan      taw x... kdg2 tuh syg dok ckp dlm aty, "haihh! ak gget jugak otak budak neyh kang..." geram taw x.. keje mau menjawab jerk cyunk tuhhh! grr!  cyunk tuh slalu wat syg geram! klaw larh cyg tuh ade kat dpan syg time tuhh.. mmg lunyai syg kejekn cyunk tuhhh.. geram cangat2! da larh kedekut.. hahask! tapi x per,,, syg tetap sayangkn cyunk wlaupon cyunk tuh kedekutt! heheks! eyhh! tapi smalam bkn maen lagy ckp taon monyet neyh kedekut larh ape larhhh... cyunk tuh lagyyyyy kedekut tawu x...? hehe! fakta cyunk tuh smuenyer auta tawu x.. hahaks!.. 
cyunk... cyg nak tawu smething x?? sbenarnyer syg neyh sayangkn cyunk tuh cgt2.. klaw bleyh syg xmau bagy cyg mnangis.... klaw bleyh syg xmau bagy air mate cyg mngalir... tapy cyunk tuh yg slalu carik pasal ngn sygg... cyg jgn la bagy syg mrh lagy yahhh... syg cintakan cyunk tuh cgt2... syg mau cyg tuh sentiasa happy... sentiase ceria ngn   syggg... syg x mau cyg sedehh.. maafkan syg taw sb slalu marh cyg,.. sb tinggikn suare ngn cyg smalam.. syg x sngaja.. maafkn syg yahhh.. lpas ni syg akn try kawal diri syg... syg akn try pertahankan air mata cyg tuhh.... syg akn try....


I LOVE U SO MUCH CYUNKKUUU....


                             STUDY MADYYYY..


NEYH LAGY 1 HAL LARH DEARRR... HUMM... SYG SBENARNYER X LARH KESAH CGT CYG TUH MAU STUDY KAT MNE SKALI PONNN.. TAPY KLAW BULEYH LARH KN,,,,, KLAW BLEY LARHHH,,, SYG MAU CYG STDY DKAT2 NGN SYGG,,, SB SYG TAKOOT NTY KTER SUSA MAU JMPE... SYG TAKOOT TUH JADY PENGHALANG CINTA KITA SUATU HARY NANTY... SYG XNAK KITA BERPISAH...SYG NK CYG... SYG NK KAWEN NGN CYG.. SYG XNK OWG LAENN... HATY SYG TERUKIR ABADI DAH NAMA CYG... XADA TEMPAT TUK OWG LAENN... SYG SAYANGKAN CYG SANGAT2....


TAPI IKOT CYG LARH MAU STDY KAT MNE SKALI PON... SYG X KESAH N SYG KN HALANG APE2 PON KPUTUSAN CYG TUH... SYG TRIMA JERK KEYHH... TAPI SYG MINTAK SNGAT2 KAT CYG,, JGN LA BRUBAH HATII... JGN LA HANCURKN HATI SYG... TAPY.. YG PALING SYG TAKOTKN, BLE CYG DA STUDY NTY, MZTY RMAI YG AKN NGORAT CYG... MZTY AKN ADE YG LAGY PERFECT DARI SYG.. MZTY CYG AKN BRUBAH ATY.. SB PERKARA NIE DA BYK BRLAKU KT KWN SYG... KAT SANE NTY, MCM2 JNES OWG SYG AKN KNAL... HMMM..... BLE PK BLEK... SYG BTUL2 MAU SYG STUDY KAT IPOH NEYHH.. SB STIAP HARY SYG SKN DPT JMPE CYG.. MYBE TUH JER PNYELAMAT HBUNGAN KITER.. N MYBE TUH JER CARE YG KITA AKN KEKAL BERSAMA... SB STIAP HARY KTE DPT JMPE. MGKIN CYG X AKN BRUBAH HATY... MUNGKIN CYG AKN LBIH SAYANG KN SYG... TAPI APE2 PON.. SYG X KESAH... ASALKN CYUNK TETAP BERSAMA SYG... CYG BWAT LA APE2 PON KPUTUSAN... SYG X AKN HALANG CYG... ^^ LOVE U SO MUCH DEARR~! SYG CINTAKAN CYG SANGAT2! ^^ <3

HAVE I TOLD YOU THAT. . . .. . . .

I WROTE THIS LETTER ESPECIALLY FOR YOU TO PROVE  THAT MY LOVE IS TRUE NEVER SHALL I KISS SOMEONE ELSE'S LIPS NEVER WILL WE MAKE ANY BORING TRIPS..

 NEATORAMA READERS, YOU'RE UNBELIEVABLE BEAUTIFUL WHEN I AM NEAR YOU MY HEART GOES LIKE A RAGING BULL,, WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS, WHAT I FELT WHEN U SAID  "YES"..

 NEATORAMA READERS, YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME, I NEVER KNEW THIS COULD BE,,

YOU ARE MY SWEETHEART, DAY BY DAY I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER GO AWAY,,

ALL OF YOU IS WHAT I NEED, PLEASE TELL ME WHERE IT CAN LEAD, THIS POEM HAS COME TO AN END.... <3

as long as you love me

  i'll stay by your side

i'll be your companion

  your friend and your guide.

as long as you  love me

  as long as you care

i'll do anything for you

  i'll go anywhere

i'll bring you the sunshine

  i'll comfort your fear

i'll gather up rainbows

  to chase all your tears

 

as long as forever

  my love will be true

for as long as you love me

  i'll only love you...

KENAPA SUSAH SANGAT NAK BERUBAH??

KENAPA SUSAH SANGAT NAK BRUBAH DEMI ZAM?? ENA SANGGUP SRUH ZAM TINGGALKAN ENA DARIPADA ENA BRUBAH DEMI ZAM??
SUSAH SANGAT KE ENA NAK BRUBAH DEMI ZAM?? ENA KATA ENA SANGGUP BUAT APA JE DEMI ZAM.. ENA TIPU ZAM....
KNAPE ENA SLALU BUAT ZAM SEDIH?? KENAPE ENA SLALU BUAT ZAM SAKIT HATI?? KENAPE ENA SLALU MARAH ZAM?? KENAPE ENA??
BESAR SANGAT KE SALAH ZAM KAT ENA SLAME NIE??
ZAM SAYANGKAN ENA SANGAT2.. KENAPE ENA SANGGUP BUAT ZAM MACAM NIE??
SETIAP HARI ZAM KENA MARAH DENGAN ENA.. SALAH ZAM CUMA KECIK JE,, ENA TERGAMAK BUAT ZAM MACAM NIE.. 
BILE ENA NAK PAHAM DENGAN ZAM?? 
BILE ENA NAK BERUBAH DEMI ZAM??
ZAM SAYANGKAN ENA SANGAT2.. ENA LA SEGALA2NYA BAGI ZAM..
TAPI ENA SLALU BUAT ZAM MACAM NIE.. SLALU SAKIT KAN ZAM..




ENA TOLONG LAH BRUBAH DEMI ZAM.. ZAM SAYANGKAN ENA SANGAT2..
BERUBAH LA SAYANGGG... :(